I wish I had a cat. I really, really miss cuddling with a warm fuzzy body at 2am. A happy purr emanating from a tiny little animal curled up in your lap and you don't even remember how they got there.

I want to blame the new pill for my seemingly crippling depression out of nowhere. I'm sobbing like a twit over spilt milk, so it would seem. What a waste of tears.

I need to clean my fishtanks.

I wonder what I should wear to work tomorrow.

EDIT: This just made everything better.

Feeling: depressed

They ARE planning to make a Deadpool movie! Yay! <3

Tags: movies, x-men
Feeling: happy

Sooo... X-Men: Wolverine. That's an hour and a half I won't ever get back of my life. I don't really know why I'm so suprised by this ._. the other X-Men movies were disappointing as well. It's just... the X-men comics were so close to my heart T_T And I really don't understand WHY they seem to need to change them for ridiculous and frivolous reasons that really make no sense. ...sigh. I could pick it apart with horrified sadness, but instead, all I will say is the movie needed 500% more Ryan Reynolds, aka Deadpool. 

...it could have been so good T_T especially with Reynolds as the Merc with a Mouth. He needs his own movie, with heartbreaking cancer and all.

I am watching Ella Enchanted on TV. It's awesome. 

I look forward to Star Trek with delicious anticipation and glee. It's going to be so awesome T_T

Tags: movies, x-men
Feeling: frustrated

Ugh. I've been ridiculously weepy and pathetic for about a week now and I FINALLY figured out WHY. I knew it couldn't be PMS, because that was the week before last, but I just switched to a new birth control pill, and it's wreaking HAVOK with my hormones. Eff. Oh well ._. now I know what's wrong lol. Damn, if I'm ever pregnant, I'm going to be a walking MESS. I don't get snappy or irritable, just... WEEPY T_T I was pretty sick the past couple days -- like, my stomach was a bit queasy... it all makes sense now. Artificial morning sickness =/ man. The things I do to avoid a baby. And keep my face clear.

I just switched to Yaz, and WAS on Diane35. Both the strongest pills on the market @_@ but the best for dealing with acne. Now the pimples are completely gone, but I cry like a little bitch with a skinned knee over everything >_>;; Ah well. I predict three months to get used to these new hormones. Hopefully that means I'm not an emotional idiot for when school starts up again >_>

Tags: pills
Feeling: emotional

So we went out dancing last Saturday to appropriately celebrate the ending of the school year, as well as Rebecca's birthday as well as Rebecca and Catherine going to Europe beginning of May. An auspicious day packed with auspicious celebration, to be sure. It was a lot of fun, we hit up Suite 69 on Whyte and I was pleasantly surprised by the music and ambiance. Normally, places like that piss me off with their top 40's tunes and aged-18 crowds -- both of which I have no love for, but the tunes were delightfully dated to 80's and 90's for the most part, and there was a very 21-and-up feel to the crowd. I danced up a storm and allowed myself TWO drinks, which is fairly substantial for me with my bad heart lol. I was kind of disappointed with the dance floor, admittedly. It was a fairly packed club, yet all the girls on the floor were dancing like zombies >_> that's to be expected of men, because they think that if they dance, everyone will make fun of them (Which is NOT true, by the way, girls LIKE guys who can dance, I promise) but I was a little surprised at the girls. I'd like to think we set an example lol. I love to dahnce T_T as did the rest of us there, and we cut a very lively rug.

About half-way through the night, Grace joined us with her new man. I was excited to see Grace so didn't really pay much mind to the boy she came with, and while I would LIKE to say I was tipsy and it impaired my inhibitor when it comes to being a dick, that's... just not the case. I wouldn't be fooling anyone. Unfortunately, I forget that not everyone can take criticism or jerk-laced jibes quite the same way as myself or most of my friends. We left the floor to return to our table to chat a bit, and Steven snorted and whispered to me that the guy Grace came with had a popped collar. Now... anyone who's been on the internet, or has ANY sense of style KNOWS that popped collar = DOUCHE, amirite?! I know I am! And I felt immediately compelled to let the boy know this. I thought I was doing him a favour -- as who wants to look like a Douche?! 

So I walk over to the guy, tell him I'll help him out, and fold down his collar, saying much better! To which he instantly grabs the collar and pops it back up, saying he never wears it down. I thought I would help him further, and told him that the popped collar makes him look like a douche -- and in that moment right there, I knew that if I was a man, he would have started a fight lol >_> I did NOT make a good impression with that boy. I was only trying to not make him look like a tool. Sigh. Some men just can't be helped, and Grace can do much better. Any man who takes his popped collar that seriously is truly and irreparably... a douche. 

...also I saw 17 Again and it was magical. 

Tags: dancing, douchery
Feeling: disappointed